As I look through my blog and my feeling and happening it really like a roller-coaster, like a different personality. I kinda hate this, i just can’t find the real me in me. Some time i so bright than it turn dark. Maybe I should understand the situation more before I react to it. Rushing to it doesn’t help. Maybe my temper is bad during my NSF life as I just have that much of time to use and if they wasting my time, I will be angry. It is like sacrifices my time for you and you waste it as I can use that time to do better thing than wasting time, I think you will also be angry when you put into a situation that you only got one week of thing you want to do in two days. Now ORD life is back to normal, my life is not as squeeze as before. Kinda lost after my ORD as it felt like a bittersweet experience to me. Miss the Chong sua and sai kan and keep listen to the crap from my Encik and hoping OC will give us night off. A special type of life that you can’t find in the world outside of NS. Got to find job right now hoping there will be a good job that pay good a five days work week and it near where i stay. Got to run more getting fat and i feel really bad when people tell me that, i think i will get into depression if push harder. One time my mum say i fat i eat less, till I eat i still feel hungry and i skip breakfast. I must have a habit of running to keep fit and not grow fat and train for the standard chartered 42.195KM marathon, it is more to the mind than the body but not telling you that you don’t need to train for it. When i can run till 20km i will keep running that distance till one week before the run itself. So much thing to do after my ORD.
