The more I think of it the more I find myself more confuse. Why do I express so much interest in doing big event for the church during my days in media and i never got one. Am I untalented, maybe I am, or maybe you don’t want me to do because I am not a leader, stop this bullshiting to me. You got people willing and have a desire and a dream to do something in their life and you just ruin it you motherfucker! You mother chui bai always say thing that are all so nice. you all are really mother chui bai, really fucking hate you all! Alright I not good enough for you saying that we one fucking family, go eat your fucking shit I tell you! All this crap you talking really feel like those other hypocrite! I was so blinded last time, wasting my life, time and talent on you all. Think of it, I’m really a fool in believe in this bullshit. When I see your face really make me sick and I really want to punch your fucking ugly faces. Hope you FMD ( Father Mother Die)!!!
